Brianna’s Story

Hi! I’m Bri. I’m 27 and have tested positive for the BRCA1 gene mutation. My mother and aunt were both diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer at age 37. Thankfully, they are both survivors.

As a result of their struggles and medical complications, I’ve decided to undergo a prophylactic bilateral mastectomy to reduce my risk of breast cancer. This has been a very emotional, isolating time in my life. I’m lucky to have great support from friends and family, but it’s been hard to relate to others around me. I’m choosing to remove my breasts to prevent cancer from taking hold of my life, but it also makes me wonder—what if I never get cancer? Will all of this be worth it? Am I doing this for nothing?

I will never be able to breastfeed my future children, and my chest will likely be numb for the rest of my life. I will have scars, soreness and pain that I’ve chosen to take on, even though I don’t necessarily have to. I’ve never had surgery or had to make a life-altering decision like this before—let alone on my own. But to me, it’s not worth the risk of waking up one day and finding a lump.

I watched my mom battle breast cancer when I was only 4 years old, and I still remember the way she smelled after chemo treatments. I remember her losing her hair and fingernails. I remember her never wanting to eat her favorite cereal. To this day, she struggles with lymphedema. She’s been cancer-free for over a decade now, and I’m so thankful. It makes my journey feel meaningful.

Although I do not have cancer, I’ve been trying to reach out to different resources and look for support in any way I can. I saw your organization followed me on Instagram, and I thought it would be worth a shot to apply for a box. My mastectomy is planned for the end of April, and I’ve never been this afraid. I can barely sleep at night, and I wonder how my relationship with my body will change once this is all over.

Thank you,

Bri